[14]

My fire will be eternal: should yours not die out
No matter all this ice between us, or your sense of doubt
this inferno of ours will heal us should it catch
it will nourish me, ressurect you, so breathe long, breath deep
Immortal we will be, laying content upon the pyre
Forever warm, enamored
As our world explodes!
Ok that's all i got im not much of a poet
and this is not much of a poem
but what else am i to do?
as all my advances have been twarted by you
i am reduced to these feeble attempts at free verse

try as I might, you favor me a fool, '
but its hard to bear your heart and soul,
and still be seen as cool,

but i dont care
well not anymore anyway
my shroud is ash, you have set it ablaze
ive got nothing left but me, myself and I
and my hellish intentions
that you fear like the devil incarnate himself

its random screaming time!
and its gonna be awesome!
sonething something and you will see
i dont know what to say anymore
nothing is working at all man
yknow? yeah yeah

i have no direction in my life
i dont know what im doing anymore man
im kinda drunk right now
its kinda like uggh
i dont know what you want anymore
you dont want anything from me obviously
im willing to do anything for you
within reason
ive done soap
what more could you ask of me coz i dunno
remember that time when i came to yr place
and you said you were ok but you were not ok
not ok at all, remember that
i came and i cared and you tell me
i dunno i love you
i love you so much
[incoherent]
yeah
i dunno anymore man
so hiiii-iigh
high...so hiigh
and it is awesome
you should try this
it cures depression
you should try this out coz it cures depression
i does, it really does
i was like really depressed before...
now...im still really depressed
but ive gained an understanding...on life
oh man that was the mic is not really working so well
i dont know why am i recording this
what am i doing
i dunno
i wish you could be a different person
but if you were a different person then
you would be a different person
and you wouldnt be the one i am in love with
it is fabolous
not really tho
and this is...
"i am not on drugs, not on drugs man"
drugs are bad
just say no
drugs are bad and
just say no
why am i rapping in the middle of this song
im not even a good rapper
so kill me
kill my ass
and i will be fine
dont kill yrself coz you wont be fine
no! dont kill your self coz you will be fine
you will be fine. you will be fine. you will be fine
you will be fine. you will be fine. you will be fine
you will be fine
as long as...you have to open up
you will be fine if you open up
id be great if i was with you,
but thats not a priority...right now!
i know thats not a priority right now
i know
just please be ok, just be ok
just please be ok.

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[literary biography]

14. Scott Pilgrim vs. The World. Dir. Edgar Wright. By Bryan L. O'Malley. Perf. Michael Cera, Mary Elizabeth Winstead and Kieran Culkin. Universal, 2010. DVD.